San Dimas, CA
Joined on 5/30/05
Aww shit man. That's not good.
Dammit, Fleek left some here too.
Hey I'm sorry to hear that. I hope your last days are as peaceful and calm as they possibly could be. Too bad you live in Cali otherwise I'd get you laid before you leave this mortal coil.
Have a good rest of your life, however long that may be.
thanks for the update :) If you don't make it then *BANG* i will do something creative for once in my life! I also vowled to never to anything creative so that means you have to make it, or the world will implode!
You'll just have to die and then be happy in heaven while we're stuck here waiting for Armageddon.
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Yea, Heaven will rock. Hope to see you there later on too. we'll party it up.
GET SHOT U HOMO!!
Join tha Betty Ballers:
How is your arm back?
One picture's older than another, lol.
FUCK YOU "FLUSHING"! How bout you suck betty's fake dick
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA. That is so funny. When you die im gonna be laughing sooooooooooooooooooooooooo hard HA HA HA HA... Okay jk man thats really sad. I like your sonic x profile pic. I hope you get better.
After reading through your blog and looking at peoples replies, i've came to realise newgrounds has one of the most fucking awful communities i've came across.
You can rest assured that the majority of flame and immature replies are from preteen twats who have no compassion, self respect and an inferiority complex so large they can attack anything, no matter how tragic the circumstances just to put themselves one up.
You must be one of the most strongwilled people i've heard of, and to go through what you have and still keep trying is inspirational. Never stop.
You need to stay as positive as you can. I know it probably sounds like bullshit, but what would the point in placebos be if mood and self belief had no effect on recovery? Why do people who are seriously stressed and generally down become ill and develope more problems? The immune system can give up just as easy as a person can.
Stay positive, feel your meds taking effect and get through this. After everything you've came through already, you're a living legend.
Don't give up. Fight this. I've shown my family, my girlfriends family, lots of workmates and so on who dont have NG your blog, some cried and some felt awful. But they all support you and are behind you 100%. Dunno what difference a wee voice hundreds of miles away on the internet means to you. But you can do this. :)
Thanks for the kind words =)
And yea, Newgrounds community is pretty immature, but they don't really bother me, I just mostly wanted to post to let people know about my condition if they didn't already.
I'm also more positive since typing this post, I'm usually in the crappy mood while posting it, but I'm good at least for now.
After 5 years of this, I've finally decided to just live out the rest of my life as comfortably as possible (aka whatever pills my doctors can give me for the pain.) I don't feel like I'm giving up either even though people might think that. I think of it more now as going home to a place with no more pain. But while I'm still here I'll try to live it up as much as I can! =)
Anyway, thanks for the reply and the support. Good to know there are compassionate people even here in Newgrounds, lol.
Then best of luck mate and all the best.
I'll keep checking back to see how you're doing :)
Forgot to say the picture rocks haha!
Finding humor in a less than happy situation is a good display of character :D
I think we'd have got on in person.
hey man! Im sure you will live! I just KNOW IT!
You are a brave person I am both sad and happy...
I am sad for you, but then I am happy because you say to not pity you... So..
I just think that must be horrible to go through and to have that on your mind... But at least you have faith in God to ease the tension and pain... and worry.
Well good luck to you, just try to have the most fun you can before you go..
man.. ;_; thats so sad im sorry if im bringing you down!
so how long left??? D;
6 seconds............lol, jk..
Seriously though, I dunno. Just like you can't predict your own death, I can't predict mine.
how are you doing so far? I hope you are well.
I'm ok I guess, although I've been getting tired a lot more easily from walking lately... =/