Update

2008-04-04 19:18:48 by TheGimpsta
Updated

UPDATE 3-31-08

So I went to City of Hope today and we found out the clinical trial wasn't doing anything. AKA I'm pretty screwed.

My options are to do some new chemo, continue the trial that's not working, or go the comfortable route, which is what I'm going to take. Basically I don't want to feel any pain or nausea period. I guess we'll see how that goes. I'll keep people up to date.

I'm going to City Of Hope later today for aother checkup. I'll keep everyone who cares informed!

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PS My Marvel game sold in like a day! =) pretty quick. It also looks like people are finally bidding on the PS2+GTA. If it was any of you who bought it, thank you alot, and I hope you enjoy the games/console.
PPSBoth are sold! =)
Stay tuned for another update, I still plan to sell more stuff on ebay since I needs the money, lol.

Marvel vs. Capcom 2 PS2 No Reserve with 7 day warranty

Playstation 2 Game Console w/Extras and GTA San Andreas

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I met this guy at the fair like a week or 2 after my amputation. He lost his right arm and I lost my left, so I thought'd it be funny to pose like this. Of course I suck at pictures, so my face is retarded, lol.

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&amp;lt;deleted&amp;gt;<deleted>

2008-04-04 20:41:30

Aww shit man. That's not good.


&amp;lt;deleted&amp;gt;<deleted>

2008-04-04 22:31:50

Dammit, Fleek left some here too.


ToiletSeatCoverToiletSeatCover

2008-04-05 00:07:23

Hey I'm sorry to hear that. I hope your last days are as peaceful and calm as they possibly could be. Too bad you live in Cali otherwise I'd get you laid before you leave this mortal coil.

Have a good rest of your life, however long that may be.


ric3ballric3ball

2008-04-05 04:46:19

thanks for the update :) If you don't make it then *BANG* i will do something creative for once in my life! I also vowled to never to anything creative so that means you have to make it, or the world will implode!


Wraith2000Wraith2000

2008-04-06 13:28:48

OH WELL

You'll just have to die and then be happy in heaven while we're stuck here waiting for Armageddon.

(Updated ) TheGimpsta responds:

Yea, Heaven will rock. Hope to see you there later on too. we'll party it up.


FlushingFlushing

2008-04-11 14:13:15

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2008-04-11 14:13:22

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2008-04-11 14:13:30

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2008-04-11 14:13:38

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2008-04-11 14:13:48

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tankbuster781tankbuster781

2008-04-11 14:47:32

How is your arm back?

TheGimpsta responds:

One picture's older than another, lol.


tankbuster781tankbuster781

2008-04-11 14:50:15

FUCK YOU "FLUSHING"! How bout you suck betty's fake dick


Pielord22Pielord22

2008-04-14 19:00:54

HA HA HA HA HA HA HA. That is so funny. When you die im gonna be laughing sooooooooooooooooooooooooo hard HA HA HA HA... Okay jk man thats really sad. I like your sonic x profile pic. I hope you get better.


therappinretardtherappinretard

2008-04-16 07:30:02

After reading through your blog and looking at peoples replies, i've came to realise newgrounds has one of the most fucking awful communities i've came across.

You can rest assured that the majority of flame and immature replies are from preteen twats who have no compassion, self respect and an inferiority complex so large they can attack anything, no matter how tragic the circumstances just to put themselves one up.

You must be one of the most strongwilled people i've heard of, and to go through what you have and still keep trying is inspirational. Never stop.

You need to stay as positive as you can. I know it probably sounds like bullshit, but what would the point in placebos be if mood and self belief had no effect on recovery? Why do people who are seriously stressed and generally down become ill and develope more problems? The immune system can give up just as easy as a person can.

Stay positive, feel your meds taking effect and get through this. After everything you've came through already, you're a living legend.

Don't give up. Fight this. I've shown my family, my girlfriends family, lots of workmates and so on who dont have NG your blog, some cried and some felt awful. But they all support you and are behind you 100%. Dunno what difference a wee voice hundreds of miles away on the internet means to you. But you can do this. :)

TheGimpsta responds:

Thanks for the kind words =)

And yea, Newgrounds community is pretty immature, but they don't really bother me, I just mostly wanted to post to let people know about my condition if they didn't already.

I'm also more positive since typing this post, I'm usually in the crappy mood while posting it, but I'm good at least for now.

After 5 years of this, I've finally decided to just live out the rest of my life as comfortably as possible (aka whatever pills my doctors can give me for the pain.) I don't feel like I'm giving up either even though people might think that. I think of it more now as going home to a place with no more pain. But while I'm still here I'll try to live it up as much as I can! =)

Anyway, thanks for the reply and the support. Good to know there are compassionate people even here in Newgrounds, lol.


therappinretardtherappinretard

2008-04-18 10:16:41

Ah :)

Then best of luck mate and all the best.

I'll keep checking back to see how you're doing :)


therappinretardtherappinretard

2008-04-18 10:19:14

Forgot to say the picture rocks haha!

Finding humor in a less than happy situation is a good display of character :D

I think we'd have got on in person.


ric3ballric3ball

2008-04-18 12:41:47

hey man! Im sure you will live! I just KNOW IT!


50vmp50vmp

2008-04-21 13:51:55

You are a brave person I am both sad and happy...

I am sad for you, but then I am happy because you say to not pity you... So..

I just think that must be horrible to go through and to have that on your mind... But at least you have faith in God to ease the tension and pain... and worry.

=(

Well good luck to you, just try to have the most fun you can before you go..

man.. ;_; thats so sad im sorry if im bringing you down!


nurglerotnurglerot

2008-04-22 14:01:08

so how long left??? D;

TheGimpsta responds:

6 seconds............lol, jk..

Seriously though, I dunno. Just like you can't predict your own death, I can't predict mine.


south-side-gsouth-side-g

2008-04-26 22:20:43

how are you doing so far? I hope you are well.

TheGimpsta responds:

I'm ok I guess, although I've been getting tired a lot more easily from walking lately... =/


tankbuster781tankbuster781

2008-04-27 10:38:04

how did you get cancer? (stupid question lol)

TheGimpsta responds:

Lol, I wish I knew myself.


JD14JD14

2008-05-02 19:28:28

omg no T.T you HAVE to live. You cant die on us T.T
Picture was funny though..
But dude I feel SO bad for you T.T I sit here every day now and think of how lucky I've got it.
Dude, youre way too young to die, and this is coming from a 12 year old T^T

TheGimpsta responds:

Don't take this the wrong way but will people STOP FEELING BAD FOR ME PLEASE. I don't like it when people pity me.

Annyway, I don't want to live the rest of my life trying to predict my death day. I'd rather enjoy life. =)


JD14JD14

2008-05-03 17:14:31

Sorry dude, I just saw a lot of the assholes who commented and I just felt so bad...
Even I would feel bad to see comments like that, even if I was totally healthy dude.
Its just too many people in my family have been taken by cancer, and I really dont want to see it take someone else.
But on the bright side, at least you took a funny picture o.o
and I always mess up my pictures too lol


jeldeluxejeldeluxe

2008-05-04 20:50:40

Since you havent answered in a while...

PLEASE TELL ME YOURE STILL ALIVE PLEASE, YOU CANT DIE!! T_T :'(

TheGimpsta responds:

Just like the Portal song, I'm "Still Alive". *badum chee* (drum joke sound*

Yay for puns!


Wraith2000Wraith2000

2008-09-14 14:43:12

^
That was the last thing he typed.


nggangsterpimpnggangsterpimp

2008-12-03 22:09:31

ye last thing he typed... sadfaice... D:


DubbiDubbi

2010-10-01 22:47:10

Knowing that what's type in this blog was written by a man who's now dead is literally fucking with my mind. I feel so bad - he was so young, seemed so kind, I really can't believe it. I guess we all have to die sometimes.

RIP